hey guys just a boring little update about my life for anyone who’s curious:

i’ve been feeling better for the past couple of days. i haven’t gone out but i’ve started eating more and i haven’t cried as much or had the self-destructive urges i had before. i’ve also enrolled for classes, made an appointment at uni and rescheduled my psych appointment. i also plan on changing my medication because it’s clearly not working. i feel like i only ever write about my life when it’s going bad so i thought i’d write this to let you know that it’s not all bad and i’m not always sad.

thank you so much to everyone who messaged me offering help. i’m sorry if i sounded dismissive when i responded to you; i just don’t really like talking about my feelings. also sometimes i’m just too lethargic to type or even think of things to type (sorry kayley)

also sorry if i sound grumpy when i talk to you guys. i’m usually not actually grumpy and i don’t dislike any of you i promise

couples quarrel


boyfriend: hey baby i have to cancel our date tomorrow something came up

girlfriend: oh i’m just small potatoes. i’m not that importance.

boyfriend: -_-




are you against bsdm? if so, why? i'm sorry if this is rude, i don't want to make you feel like you're being attacked, i'm really just curious.

i’m not against all bdsm but i am against age play, rape play, and race play. if you want to use paddles and ropes in the bedroom then have at it but i have a huge problem with anyone who gets aroused listening to someone beg them to stop, anyone who gets aroused by pretending to rape someone - basically the entire S part of BDSM. and i don’t like the fact that younger and younger girls are getting into the bdsm scene, predominantly as “subs”. i have a ‘kink’ tag if you want to check it out.


i am ready to bathe, human


i am ready to bathe, human

Thoughts on Epic Rap Battles of History?


That sounds like something I don’t want to know more about!

me applying for a job




interviewer: so do you have any special talents
me: :3
interviewer: you cant make that face in real life
me: :3c
interviewer: shit boy!!


shit boy!!




There’s a dog at work today who is a real life deviantart oc. He’s a border collie with long blonde 90s surfer dude bangs and it’s the most amazing thing I’ve seen since I started this job.

Nature is a wonder.


I was being 100% serious.

Put him back to normal


Honestly can’t wait for the 50 shades movie to normalize the manipulation of lower-level female employees. Can’t wait for the new wave of “consent is sexy” banners on the cover of cosmo. Can’t wait for teen girls to think that a controlling relationship is romantic. Can’t wait for sexualized violence to become increasingly mainstream. And most of all, I can’t wait for BDSM to be labeled a feminist revolution.

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Did you know that M83’s Midnight City and Smash Mouth’s All Star have a tempo difference of only 1 BPM?

I thought I had enough allstar


today in things that should be super obvious:


that “sjw” might be a troll if…

-they’re using the default tumblr theme

-they use every known sj tag under the sun

-a lot of those tags aren’t even related to the post

-they ID as an “amoeba-kin,” or some other -kin that isn’t otherkin

-(although a lot of trolls ID as otherkin, so…there’s that)

-they claim to support ideas/movements that directly contradict each other (“i’m a gender-experimental trans-critical radical feminist!”)

-they only follow a handful of well-known feminist blogs

-the blogs they follow would never ever get along (e.g. misandry-mermaid and transgender-harms-women)

-they end every sentence with multiple exclamation points!! to show how angry they are!!!

-their language is dated, rarely used in sj circles, and/or hyperbolic (“check your privilege,” “shitlord!!!” “DIE, CISHET WHITE SCUM”)

-their posts read like upvoted comments on tumblrinaction